History repeats Itself

Again I got an interview call this year!! Unlike last year, when I travelled all the way to Pune to attend the interview, this time god has shown some mercy on me in saving my effort in travelling.

Like every year I got some excuse for a low percentile in CAT and a F-grade performance in rest of the MBA entrance exams. " I want to come to Bangalore" is the best clause I can mention.

Like , previous three years I am trying hard to crack the exam but non of the time I manage to get a manage a respectable percentile, bell the cat is a distant dream. I am the most procrastinating person, I know personally.

I am trying my best to cope with CAT fever and score high.

This time I have a month time to take the SPJain, even though I am not fulfilling the institute criteria of 85%tile marks. I will make them understand this time why I need an MBA degree. Let me understand this time. Good luck and keep walking. No History this time. Only future......

Keep the spark alive -- Chetan Bhagat

My best friend called me up and started blurting up regarding his entrepreneurial cum technical venture. I was keep myself to refrain to abate his "the fire in the belly" expressions.I was keep myself calm and patient. His presentation and excitement come in full circle as I was at his position a few months back when I was very excited with my dot com entrepreneurial venture.

He started his spark, with his college projects till I cut him short, when he become the CEO of a multinational company branded as imagelab. We two are fan of Google theory of simplicity, a ala a simple front page with a Gordian structure at the core. !dea was impressing but we need a engine to run it. we got the engine "keep the spark alive", proposed by my friend.

Yes, these words are taken from Chetan Bhagat's speech at SIBM for BBA batch.

It having all the ingredients, that make your life successful and inspired each single moment. I got at 1:00, and started penning my expression. This is a paragon of the same.

I will keep the spark alive to go through IIMs, being an entrepreneur  and "a friend in need is a friend indeed".

Two Days to go .... 2 ....1 ...0 ... D-Day

 

It's very hard to describe what I am feeling now? Chilled spine, heart deep fear, nausea, lack of hunger, a slow heart beat and unable to concentrate on practice tests. Just 2 Days to D-Day. This time I will work only in two area at priority, first I will start with English section with only 1/3 question in target and utmost accuracy. No need to be in hurry, will take time and try to understand as if I am author of the paragraph. No quick decisions among the four options. Will concentrate on options this time.

This year I have not worked hard in completing the study material of TIME or CL. But yes I tried to improve my English literature through various mode. Fear is much lesser than two previous attempt but stake is higher this time. A review of all questions is required and no fooling around a tough question. It's CAT where you have a good option to leave a question and you have a luxury to seek forward to a easier one.

01 Days, 14 Hours, 02 Minutes, 18 Seconds.

Above one is a snap shot from one of more favorite online practice site. The last digit is changing every moment and rest digits are like cog wheels spinning in sequence. I am feeling hapless at this point of time. Anxieties and expectations are overcoming by desire to attend a class of IIM. 8 year back I have missed the most beautiful opportunity of my life. I could not clear the mains exam of Roorkee and JEE. That pain is still fresh when ever I think of CAT. It's not shame that I am going to attend CAT, 5th time. I will make it to IIMs some day that for sure, if not today then tomorrow definitely. I like to feel as a GOD after clearing CAT and step into the ivy league of Indian Institutes of management. Good Luck Dear Ranxs!!

Time Run Faster Than Your Wishes

A little over a dozen and a 150 days left for next D Day and All day I am wasting my time doing nothing at office. It is very ridicule to spend time doing nothing. I am upset with environment creating around me and people forcing me to get involved in non-sense. What an idiot I am? Sometime I forced to think, what a moron I am. What a waste of my capabilities? I believe it's better to grab one opportunity rather than losing many. It's peak time to get back to basic and start running. This time without excuse without fail I need to run and win the race. It's old now," slow and steady win the race". I need to run like rabbit and yes without taking the snap. Remember what Ms. Hima of ISB Admission fellow taught you," You need to prepare your self for sleepless nights and worst weekends". Rankesh got and stop talking and start doing. Elephant is dancing , learn from them before it's too late. Life give you a few chances and resources. Utilize your self at max without getting burn out. You need to get forward not backward. Cheer up my dear cheer up. Hope faith are fake, help yourself in organizing and re-arranging things. Gather knowledge, so that you speak confidently and make it happen. If you got failed this year, then come back to this blog and abuse yourelf of being a procrastinate and useless guy. Nothing horrible than eating your words and a failure slap on your cheeks.
GOT UP and RUN, don't forget to measure your mileage. It's decide your range in your life. GOOD LUCK MYSELF

300 days

A traumatic experience of failure and abominable remarks of critics impoverish my confidence to get into IIMs. But " Life is a journey not destination " well said by someone. I will fight back my low aplomb and swirling moral. Feeling the heat of defeat.

There are 300 days left for second D-Day. Inspiring quote " prepare for glory " from movie 300.

Spartan King Leonidas and 300 Spartans fight to the last man against Persian King Xerxes and his army of over one million soldiers.

I need to fight those one millions weakness to end the tag of defeatist.